[Trenchant Edges] FAQ and The Experiment at La Chorrera pt 1
Clarification for us and Complexity for Terence
Estimated reading time: 8 minutes, 48 seconds. Contains 1761 words
Welcome back to our little corner of your inbox. I wanted to do a quick email today to set the ground a bit for next week’s deep dive into the foundational event of Terence’s psychospiritual mythology: His first trek into the upper Amazon in early 1971.
But first, I want to do a little housekeeping on the newsletter. It’s going to be a busy week, and I want to get everyone on the same page.
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Trenchant Edges is about unpacking weird ideas, the people who discover and promote them, and the strange times they create. We’re starting with failed prophet Terence Mckenna, and we’ll be going elsewhere from there, depending on what subscribers want.
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Wait, now that the FAQ is done, what happens to me? Was I only a rhetorical device?
That’s correct, but since you’re me, you already read Bhagavad Gita and already know what Krishna said on the subject: “The unreal has no being, the real never ceases to be.”
Well, this sucks.
Yeah, but think of the readers having to sit through another tiresome fourth wall break in a bit rapidly growing stale.
Exactly. So let’s get on with the Terence McKenna.
Why did Terence Mckenna go to La Chorrera?
One of the questions that divide the still-extant Terence Mckenna fandom is how much of his work was motivated by politics. While much from Terence’s time at Berkeley in the late 1960s remains obscure, what we know includes two facts: 1. Terence was exposed to and approved of the radical politics on display at the time and 2. At some point, he became disillusioned with it and left Berkeley to travel around Asia for a few years.
During this time, he attempted both to conduct some original research in Tibet with the surviving practitioners of the pre-Buddhist Tibetan religion Bon or Bonpos, which immediately ran into a linguistic barrier. We’ll be coming back to Tibet later in the month. Still, for now, the vital thing is Terence’s interest in the potentially psychochemical origins of religion began far earlier than his introduction of the Stoned Ape theory in the 90s. While in Asia, he’d also do more than a little bit of drug smuggling, a topic deserving its own newsletter.
At some point during this time, the notion of going into the Amazon to seek out a secret local variety of Ayahuasca called oo-koo-he that Terence and his friends had read about. But why did they want it?
The answer is potentially quite complicated, but Terence himself describes it as a millenarian alchemical search for a way to shortcut past the political deadlock between the establishment forces of the American Empire and the nascent-but-already-dying revolutionary movement that almost formed in the late 1960s and early 1970s.
At the risk of oversimplifying it: He was looking for a magic way to end the world as he knew it. And he, as well as Dennis, saw their best option for this in DMT and its longer-acting admixtures long used in the Amazon as medicine and for ritual.
DMT is a fast-acting psychedelic that, at sufficient dose, provides a unique experience: The sense of being taken outside wherever we are now and to a different place with vastly different rules and stunningly gorgeous geometry.
There are, apparently, beings who live in that chaotic, hyper-dimensional mess who can communicate with us, if briefly. I’ve never communicated with one, only seeing something I can’t describe with a strong sense of its aliveness and intelligence, like staring into someone’s eyes after a minute but more intense and incomprehensible.
More real than real.
Much of this is a trip narrative Terence popularized. Still, there are trip reports from early DMT experiments in 1956 that say very similar things, so it looks as though it’s not only Terence’s ideas floating around and shaping expectations.
The problem with DMT, from Terence’s perspective, is its short action. Within 20 minutes, you’re back to regular reality, and within a couple of hours, you’re completely back to normal, with only whatever hints you could get into long term memory for the time you spent “out there.”
Happily, for the chemically curious, the solution to this was discovered long ago: Pair DMT with a Monoamine oxidase inhibitors (MAOI) and drink it instead of smoking it and instead of a few minutes of hyper-dimensional technicolor wonder, you’ll get hours of more languid, but not necessarily less intense or transformational, weirdness.
Terence used to claim that even if UFOs landed on the White House lawn today, DMT would still be the weirdest thing on the planet. It’s difficult to argue with him about that.
Hunting the End of the World
Which brings us back to 1971. The group who ended up at La Chorrera was Terence, his brother Dennis, their friends Vanessa and Dave, and Terence’s then-recently courted lover Ev.
Vanessa, Dave, and Ev are not their real names, which is probably for the best.
There was some drama we’ll leave out of our narrative with Ev’s ex along the way, but let’s just say in February 1971 the five of them made it to La Chorrera and discovered, not the oo-koo-he they were searching for, but an abundance of Stropharia cubensis mushrooms, which contain psilocybin.
This tryptamine (a class of drugs which includes both DMT and psilocybin as well as naturally occurring neurotransmitters like Serotonin) wasn’t the one they were searching for; they did eat quite a lot of them.
And that’s where things for from a relatively typical story of young people traveling the world for adventure in search of profound change into the domino that nudged the future in the direction of you reading this newsletter.
What would happen next would take divide the group into the elect and the disbelievers, and strain all kinds of credulity and maybe even physics?
But we’ll get to that next week.
In a desperate, transparent bid for the mythic good of “engagement,” and ‘cause I’m curious about all of you, we’ll be doing a question of the week from now on.
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